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I filled out the questionnaire, and now I wish I had saved my responses. The questions caused me to think about and write about things that I think I should also publicly blog about.

While the questions were focused on Autism, I believe my experience of finally accepting that I'm autistic in my 50's is very tied to North American settler-colonial culture, and my experience of that culture as a White (Scottish, Irish, French descent) cis-hetero (enough) male who turned out to be Autistic.

I rejected the possibility/probability I was Autistic because, in this culture, any divergence from what is subjectively determined as "normal" is pathologized and ostracized. I didn't think of myself as "flawed", so I didn't see what this alleged "disorder" had to do with me. I lost so much of who I could have been by trying to present as something that I'm not.

The eugenics mindset, which primarily grew within the dominant North American (Canada + USA) culture, has only rebranded itself and never went away.

One of the questions related to what I wished the rest of the world knew about Autistic people.

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The term "rest of the world" is a bit confusing to me.

I wish the dominant North American settler culture was more open to diversity, and that includes recognizing that Autistic people exist and are being forced by this culture to pretend to be something other than what they are in order to not be attacked as an "other" in some friend-enemy binary divide. While some people only attribute that friend-enemy distinction ideology to German jurist Carl Schmitt, I believe it is a core to North American settler-colonial identity, values, and culture which predated what happened within Germany.

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Note: This is not a partisan issue in my personal lived experience. It is not like the performative progressive we see within the dominant self-identifying "left" are all that different than the more direct, open and honest "right". As an Autistic person I actually appreciate the honesty of the self-identifying "right" as I know where I disagree with them, rather than the "saving face" performative social lying on the self-identifying "left".

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