Struggling, but here...

My mind is not “here” and I don’t feel creative. I don’t know what to write. I don’t know what to say.

It’s possible you’ve noticed that I’ve been a bit quiet the past seven days.

One week ago I got word from back “home” (a place that doesn’t really feel like home anymore), that someone who means the world to me was in the hospital, so we rushed back to this place.

One week later this person (who is one of very few people in my life who has ONLY ever been good to me) is still in the hospital.

I’ve been sharing memes, because humor is how I cope with difficult situations. Finding things to smile about, as I spend most of my time worried, or fighting off tears.

My mind is not “here” and I don’t feel creative. I don’t know what to write. I don’t know what to say.

I just know I want this person, who means so much to me and others in my family to be okay. . .

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